In my dreams....

First dream:A very close person to me dies of a heart attack in my arms.I am outright bawling as it happens. A part of me dies to? Bedroom, yet public surroundings.THe next night: A not so close person to me dies and I don't witness it. But I do exhibit extreme amounts of mourning ,then I steal his Cd's. Skips to me balancing gatorade smoothies my father has just bought the family. A discrepancy at the till......Running and jumping. Sneakiness?THird: A cloth map of the U.S. only there are great lakes in Montana, or wyoming.Some Indian chief of past is describing to me how they over took most of the pioneer near THESE great lakes. Lots of folding and twisting of the cloth.Fourth: THe entire plot to the 3rd sequel to Rocky horror. Maculay Culkin is the star. THe title? RH Power. Culkin is a Superhero? from Transylvania....Trying to save earth from it's own morality. Switches to the movie I created in my head about someone falling in love with Bill Murray in real life. Bill murray Plays himself and is filming another movie while we film this one , I 'm the director for a while then I suddenly become the dark haired lead. I sleep with bill murray in a bathtub and he's a terrible kisser. Movie plays itself out. Switch to a greasy hamburger joint run by Aurora and Owen. And an outdoor school run by my mental representations of there parents. A slimy river is the setting only 2 miles down under the bridge there are giant parades , Boats brightly painted. THe kids at the camp aren't kids and there running a subversive Terror group and like to spraypaint things with those little exploding growing animal capsules.I try and join but end up in a Video game instead . Long talks with people i've never meet ensue till i wake up.

Sharp!

I have a had a sliver of glass stuck in my foot for two days now.I can't quite get the angle on it to remove it. So I limp occasionally on my right foot. The sissy I try to be.

scattered thoughts.

I still blow a mean snot rocket. yep.The streets of Portland were VERY empty tonight. Must be a tuesday thing....or maybe the bars weren't all closed proper.Me and my handdrum took the long way home. We kept getting smary with those asking for change....since me and handdrum are broke ourselves.We did get dinner cooked for us though.....and we got to see Dahlia rock the Ohm like usual. yep.I just wish that guy i have a bigdumbcrushmyheart on would send me an email and tell me when I can see him. He is busy....I have patience, eternal patience for such a good thing.yep.

io

since i have been back in Portland my time has been spent doing house repairsI've recieved many offer to hit the town. None as entertaining as painting, patching and cleaning.i don't even officially live here, all the same...it's fun work,'Tonight I tune my drumset and tomorrow I fall into a heaven called rock n roll!

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Gargh today,Yah!for today,Much like the child I'm not anymore.I come home in a week.Both excited and annoyed.Where do we go from here?Anywhere we want....I have a ten dollar bike that shinesand "goes".Yep.All I will do is dance.All I can do is dance.I will also cook deep fried tofu. And homemade tortillas.And Pad Thai.I hope it's raining when I get in.I hope i never forget all the amazing peopleI met on my journey.and I hope to meet more.Everyone.I really love ALL of you.

old lovers, make good friends

The first time I saw you the moon hung like a pot from a rack of stars.The grass was wet and I was barefoot.We hefted my drum kit a thousand pieces into a small living roomI could taste the manic partygoers.I could feel your girlfriends stare.Fed back, out of tune randomness occurred. I called it heaven. They called it music. The floor bops and shakes with gyratingcostumed dancers. Spilled blenders and board games.Painting salted skin with magic marker. Your flat board male stomach is suddenly home to trees and my phone number.While trying to meet you I lost a floor tom.I didn’t see it for 3 months. I didn’t see you for 3 months.The best things are lost and found, on and off,all around but disaknowledged.Today I’m appreciating something old

terrible

My LiveJournal SitcomAll My cozeth (UPN, 6:30): cozeth (Winona Ryder) eats tefen (Rick Moranis)'s raspberry cheesecake. Later, cozeth (Winona Ryder) wipes co2vim (Sidney Poitier)'s laptop. Meanwhile, carcinogen (Buddy Ebsen) plays chess against damnportlanders (Ann-Margret), who doesn't know how. Soon afterwards, artemisjones (Ewan McGregor) hits a wallet with mikecheck (Brandon Call)'s notebook. In the next town over, suckmyclit (Ana Gasteyer) gets nomilk (Rene Russo) drunk. Hilarity ensues.What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)